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nawkaman

Published: Sep 18, 2017

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our heels are humming in a magic friction
fraught with incoherencies, a dazzling fiction caught against
our deepest insecurity: no lover in the weeds

can save you

no concrete humility can fix the flames licking at your lips,
lashing at your hips-- imagine cracks forming in the creekbed,
whir and stir,

as you become some unrecognizable landscape, no longer anchored
to canvas (Kansas blues, and greens) now rendered in painful and exquisite detail

open a mouth and suffer all its steam;
burn in old vibrations and / a thin drumming of the veins / an ultraviolet sound
pooling all your blood against the rim, as it struggles to get out

and know this, traveler:

you are not home, not ever

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